journal entry

Why does someone not tell you when they get their phone back? why does someone tell you osmething impotant and then never text you back? I was asking myself these questions when my supposedly bestfriend didn't go to the game last night.  Its been really agrivating lately with her new boyfriend, hes all she talks about and htne when i say i want to talk about something else, she gets offended.  I hate the fact that on her birthday, she cosehim over me.  That pissed me off.  I also hate it when she gets mad at me for hanging out with guys and talking about guys when she does it too.  Or when my biggest secret is going around the school, and she blames my other friend, but really its her.  I can't stand the way she obsesses over him.  He isn't that wonderfull.  She thinks they'll last forever, wel if they do then shees in for a world of hurt because if she keeps up this attitude up then she wont have any more friends to talk about him with.  I said all these great things about her, and really now that i look back, none of them are true.  Shes never there for me, she goes behind my back, she steals people away, she gets jelous about my other friends but yet i cant over hers.  She makes me hate the people i love when really i shud be hating her because she did it and not them.  I need a new bestfriend...