what i beleive

I could go on for hours on what I leieve and how I think everything came to be but I wont becasue no one really thinks the same exact thing and that causes fights. I tink thattt people are entitled to their opinion.

If pay was the same

If pay was the same I would want to be a cosmetologist because I love doing makeup and hair and stuff like that.  I think it would be fun.

car

Right now I have a cutlas supreme and I really like it for my first car it good for mwe becasue its small in the front and I cant reach everything easily.  In the future I wold like to have like maybe a camero or someting like that I have liked cameros sinse I was little so I think tht that would be cool.

If today was your last day

I would do things that I have wanted to do all my life. I would probably tell off all the people I hate and tell all the people I love thta I love them.  I would spend time witht he people that I loved and chariched.  And I would have fun. 

career choices

If money ddint matter then I would want to be a singe or a dancer because thats what I wanted to be that when I was younger. 

elementary school

one of my memories from elementary school would be going to disney land.  We were supposed  to go to Catalina but the waves were too choppy.  it was fun for the most part.   I was stuck wityh some people I didnt really like but other than that we had alot of fun, we stayed untill midnight then rode back home.

journal entry

So yesterday I hung out with my friend Shilo. And we went out and messed around at Mountain Shoadows swinging on the swings and playing on aslide we felt like little kids again.  Then we went in the wash to get back toher house but we kind of got lost for like 20 mins then finally found our way back.  My weekend was pretty fun.

2 Parasgraphs

I think that some parents are definately deadbeats.  I met one the other day.  She was a mother of 3 boys and 2 of them were older then 15 and the little on was about 10.  He was in the room while they were doing bad things and the mother didnt really care.  He played in that room and it made me sad.  I felt bad for th eboy because he didn't know that there was better out there for him.  And she could have cleaned up for him, she could have made it a somewhat better place for him to play. 
Parents can sometimes be deadbeats because crap happens and they can't do anything about it.  But most of the time they can, and they just don't want to.  They dont think its worth it to live up their potential.  Some things you just can't change.

ted talk 6

this talk was told by cathrine Mohr.  The talk was Surgery's Past, Present Robotic Future.  What she was basically saying is that when surgery firast came out, surgeons were thought of as gods. they were taking people's organs and putting them into soomeone else and having them work.  That they were able to do things that were thought to be impossible.  and she said that they6 are continuously making surgery simpler and simpler.  She was also talking about how without consent, surgery would be a felony.  Because what they do is cut people open. 

yesterday

esterday I went to go see as car with my dad and itwas dmb because it was basically just the body. So we didnt get it. and IM still looking because I get my permit soon and my dad wants mee to have my own car by then.  Im excited to get it because I get to pick a car that I want and its going to be original.

what Im going to do when I retire

Well IM hoping to make lots of money and so I can stack it away so that wen I do retire I can travel.  I always image Old men playing golf and yelling at little kids.

My weekend

my weekend wasnt that great. I was yelled at and scolded.  I went to my friends house and she was really upset beczause she  coulldnt hang out with her boyfriend and I couldnt hang out with mine either so it was kind of annoyijng

furthest away from home

The furthest away Ive been away from home is whne I went to florida and I was there for 4 days.  I was staying in georgia for a month in the summer to see my ffamily and that si the furthest Ive been from home.

my closest relative.

My closest relative would have to be my uncle who lives in georgia.  When ever I to georgia we always have time alone where we can just talk for hours about anything and everything.  He's a really cool guy who tells me all these stories of when hewas younger and i tell him my stories.  I like having someone in the family that I can trust to tell them everything that I might not be comfortable telling my parents or anyone else about.  He always has great advise for me and he never shoots me down, hes always good for cheering me up and for that I am thankful.

what I need to improove

Some things that I need to improove are my work ethic.  I sometimes don't do everything thar I should, or I will do it half way.  I'm pretty lazy at times but I don't think that I can do something stright without interupptions for long periods of time just because i don't have the concentration.  another thing that I need to work on is that I need to be a nicer person to people i care about. Sometimes I am rude for no reason at all just because I was having an off day.  I don't like it when people are rude to me so I think I really need to work on treating people better.  I have one best friend that I dont even treat that great, but then again she doesnt treat me that great either.  well Im going to try to make better grades this semester and to make more friends that I think will last.  I've been making A's and B's and last semester I got one C because I wasn't doing sowell in spanish.  I accually tried to transfer out of her class, but then I realized that the other teacher that i would have gotten was so much worse so I switched back.  I am going to take a collage course class next year it'll be chem 130 and im excited yet scared at the same time.  I really have to focus so that I pass the class otherwise I wont get the credits and I will have wasted a whole bunch of money.  Sometimes I wisht hat my parents didnt put so much pressure on me to do well.  I mean they think that a C is the end of the world for me but i try in class and they still put me down for it.  and they always compare me to my little sister who gets straight As all the time everytime.  But when I was in 5th grade i got the same grades as she did so I think its rediculous. 

new years resolutions

I dont really ahev any resolutions that are really new.  The same old stuff like be a nicer person being a better person and making better grades, better choices, and better friends.  I realize that I havnt done ant of those things this year I have not followed through with any of those.  On new years eve I didnt really celebrate the new year, I didnt evn look out the window to look at the huge fireworks that my neighbors were setting off.  But i think Im going to try a little harder.

my winterbreak

My winter break was pretty fun.  Christmas was really great i got alot of the things that i wanted.  New years eve I was home alone just watching movies and eating cookies(:  New years day was fun me and my bestfrind went to the movies and saw sherlock holmes 2. I thought it was really good and it was just about as good as the first one. Then yesterday i went hiking with my friend megan and my mom and my sister and it was alot colder than i thought it was going to be.  I was wearing shorts and a t shirt. I was freezing.  So my winter break was pretty fun i didint do any thing really noteworthy but i had a good time.